Heh...well, it's been a long time since I've posted here, and lots have things have changed since then.

• I'm no longer in Akshar, the school I grew up in, and spent the last 9 years of my life. Now I'm in the Heritage School. I'm lucky in a way. I found new friends there. Good friends. Which is why I bother going to school, for I certainly have no love for the school itself, which can collapse into a heap of rubble for all I care.

• I'm a year older, and I'm no longer obsessed with "goth" and "satanism" and all the other bullshit I was so inclined towards earlier. There's no need to slash yourself over what OTHER people think. You live for yourself, you are your own God. Nothing less, nothing more. And I've tried changing from the moody, sadistic person who definitely couldn't have been much fun to hang around with. Some habits are harder to get rid of, and they plague me still, but this is a start, and it sure as hell beats staying the same.

• And hell, now I'm actually part of a band! I'm the bassist...man I LOVE that instrument! And if we find ourselves a decent singer who can sing the songs we want to play, we'll actually be a really good band! Considering how we first started off around 7-8 months ago, we're a completely different band. We've picked up a whole lot of really cool songs, which, if we're ever allowed to play them, and the singer can pick 'em up, would win us quite a few fests. But alas, Class 12 approaches, and I fear we might not be allowed to play...:'( But it's serious fun jamming with them.

• I've mentioned this before, but I had the chance to make a few real good friends recently. It's weird. I never expected to make such good friends, who actually like me for who I am, not just because I'm weird, and a good source of entertainment for them, which is the situation with almost everyone else in the sucky school I go to...and they stand by me, which is all one could ask for...I even made a couple of good friends during my trip to Goa...how cool is that? Hey, not to forget all the ol' guys in the house...love all of ya! At least, those who bother keeping in touch...the rest of you can fuck off...-___________-

And I suppose it's time I got my muse back, and started writing again, so BWAH! :P ^_^